All this time I've wasted feeling sorry for myself.
I swear that I won't disappear.
Please have mercy and forgive me
for all of my absence.
I've longed for far too long!
Each day (as if it's not hard enough)
I lie awake dreaming of connection,
But I (no matter how hard you try) can’t seem
to break down this wall I've constructed.
Once time’s wasted it's gone,
Ella remember, in the end of the day
I’m not the enemy.
Someway, somehow, I promise
I’ll make this up to you.
As long as my heart keeps beating.
You're my reason for getting all
my shit back together.
You're my world, my little girl!
Each day (as if it's not hard enough)
I lie awake dreaming of connection,
But I (no matter how hard you try) Can’t seem
to break down this wall I've constructed.
Once time’s wasted it's gone,
Ella remember, in the end of the day
I’m not the enemy.
I am…Family.